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newsletter for The Christ Matrix®, The Christ Matrix® Ascension Academy, and Blue Rose Foundationtm.
Dedicated to the expansion of consciousness and the development of higher awareness. |
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2008 | WELCOME | MARTHA LOPEZ-DURKIN, NEWSLETTER
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Mother Mary, Lord Maitreya, and Master Kuthumi
Speak on Surrender, Part 2
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Channeled by Cathy Acker, © April 2008
In the previous edition of the newsletter, we ended our section with Lord Maitreya’s teachings on surrender. We begin this edition with a meditation by Lord Maitreya to assist us in surrendering. The meditation is followed by Master Kuthumi’s contribution on the subject.
A Meditation by Lord Maitreya
I want you to slowly go down deep within self, and begin to feel your body relaxing. Take three deep breaths. See your grounding cords go deep within the earth and tie them to a beautiful crystal that is provided for you.
You are each a magnetic field of energy and what this means, in your understanding of magnetic energy, is that you are drawing forth to yourself the impulses of the planet.
There is much stored of the Akashic records of this planet. Some of these fields of energy are quite enjoyable and quite harmonious; some are filled with hatred and revenge. We want to bring you into the proper grid alignment with Mother Earth, for she holds no contempt for the people who live upon her, and she is continually blessing them. She wants to direct your energies to the light so that you may gain control of your energies continually and enter into your higher vessels to be in service to her.
As you anchor to your higher vessels, they become available to you once you start reaching the levels of the soul. You begin to move above the zodiac and you begin to be of service to Mother Earth. You begin to assist in purifying her body, which is your planet. I want you to think about this meditation that I am giving to you. It will draw forth more of your Soul qualities to you. It will bring fewer challenges on your path and your life will have more harmony. You will come into the proper grid alignment with the Haya Hakadosh, the Almighty, the Godhead. You will begin to see ways that you are here to be in planetary service. The door will open for you to assist your world and assist the Ascended Masters to work through you. You will begin to hold the correct polarity and assist us in shifting your world into the 5th dimension. Is that not truly why you have each returned to earth?
Hold this thought within your third eye now.
I am here to serve this planet and this world and there is nothing that is to stop me. I am not here to serve the negative ego. I am here to surrender to the Will of the Divine Father.
Sit in the silence with these thoughts. When doubts enter into your mind ask them to leave. They are not invited into this meditation.
I am here to serve mankind, and I have selflessly returned to this world. I am a diamond that Lord Maitreya is revealing to me, and I am stepping forth right now into my new role and onto my path, guided by the Archangels and directed by God, focused on the truth within myself.
I will now sit and prepare myself for service, and the vibration of appreciation for the role that I am to play and the service that I am to offer, and in the surrender that I am learning from my own God Presence. I ask my own Oversoul to come and join with me and to take from me my confusion and imbalances in my life. I draw strength from the living stream of energy that comes forth from the Godhead and my own I Am Presence. I am Divine Love, and therefore I am divinely protected. There is no trouble upon my path for which I cannot draw forth the energies of transmutation to clear and release it.
Allow the dove, the wellspring of the Holy Spirit to descend upon you clearing your memories and clearing the blocks so that the Kingdom of Heaven will return to the Earth. Remain in silence with me and allow the Ascended Masters to clear your mental and emotional fields. Focus on your breathing, and if your mind wanders bring it back to your third eye between the brows. If thoughts begin to come in, tell them you will deal with them later. [Wait a few minutes.]
Each time you practice this meditation, try to expand it a few minutes until you can sit for 15-20 minutes. If you need help, ask for me or any of the Ascended Masters, or go directly to the Divine Father and ask for help. They will come and hold you in their light. We will help you to maintain the currents of energy. This will strengthen your grid, and it will strengthen your aura. It will disperse the dark thought forms that you have attached to you. Try to hold the vibrations of patterns we are directing to you from Shamballa for five minutes. I will remain with you as you sit now in silence. [Wait five minutes.]
You are learning to balance the energies. This is what Lord Buddha called the middle path. Some of you will be releasing emotional grids and some will be working in their mental bodies. It is here that you will also learn to break free of some of the karmic ties that you hold so you do not have to have those experiences in the outer realms. You are receiving the living light energy from your own I Am Presence or your Monad. This gives the Oversoul the opportunity to work with you. If your mind needs to wrap around a thought say to yourself “I am a servant of the Lord God and I am here to serve this planetary system in its ascension.” Continue to focus on the 3rd eye or the crown centers whichever is more comfortable for you. The spirit, which many times is above the body, begins to enter into the vessel. This is what brings in the soul qualities. [Wait a few minutes.]
Some, as you enter into this higher state of consciousness, may begin to hear their Master teachers speaking or hear a distant voice of a teacher speaking to students in one of the Halls of Knowledge that you are vibrating to. This practice will open up your inner ears, clairaudience, clairvoyance, and higher telepathy.
There is precision of thought in the higher heavens. We do not experience waves of emotions or uncontrollable fits of anger. We do not shout at each other or attack each other. The more you practice this meditation the more you will stay in the higher fields, the more your lives on earth will change, and the more light streams will enter into your life. It is not enough to talk about the New Age; you each need to become the demonstration of the path that you are walking and speaking to others about.
At this time, please welcome Master Kuthumi who wishes to come in with his vibration and continue this meditation and our talk.
I am Master Kuthumi speaking now. This is part of what I am teaching you on the inner planes as World Teacher. I am teaching you to balance the energies so that karma may be released from your lives. Many of you are headstrong seeking the purpose and not recognizing that first you need to work on self before you can be in service to us. There is higher communication that is available to each one of our initiates. But first, you need to learn self-mastery. Currents of love in many of our students need to be expanded. Focus on self is not what you hold in the higher dimensions in your higher lightbodies. Love of humanity is what I’ve come forth to share with you.
We remain close to your planet out of sheer service and love of God to bring back this planet as little as it is, so that no life stream is lost to our Creator. This is my great service to your world, as is the service of many other Ascended Masters who stand by my side. You are my brethren and I am forever in service to each one of you. Please feel free to call upon me during your silent meditations for I, truly, wish to assist you with accomplishing this goal. I, Master Kuthumi, am combining my energy with Lord Maitreya. The energies that this meditation is holding are actually also from Lord Melchizedek, and Archangels Metatron and Michael. Some may recognize their patterns of energy also in this alignment.
Know that surrender is a process that needs to be worked on daily. We want to see each one of you become consciously aware of yourselves within your Monad or your Higher Tree with its many lightbodies. You have my commitment. I have worked quietly behind the scenes for many months with many of you. I actually came forth with the Blessed Mother even in the early stages when our channel, Cathy, first began to hold group meditations.
Many times, circuits are closed to you because of the lower vibrations that you hold. When you practice deep meditation you are clearing these pathways and in doing so they will open up to you. We cannot allow you to pass through these gates when you are holding the lower patterns of energy, for you would disrupt the signals that exist there. So it is not that we are punishing you, but that we are protecting those who exist within those harmonious fields. We are now going to return you with a more positive outlook and always our commitment to assist you. We are going to begin our grounding work now. Stay in the silence and we will continue to clear your emotional body.
Feel the Earth plane now beneath you, and feel the Mother of your world embrace you with her love and the positive alignment and grid you now have. She is able to utilize the positive energy that you are returning with. It assists her in clearing her body. Allow her to direct the energy so that it can assist her in her work. She uses it for transmutation of the planet. Your Earth Mother took upon herself a great burden by allowing those to incarnate on this planet who are coming in with the duality that is sometimes termed original sin, although I would not use that in this environment. But she took this upon herself also as a service.
The kingdom that exists within self needs to grow; this is where Heaven is and where you will begin to blend with the regions of the Ascended Masters and the teachers who are coming from the Father’s Ray.
I, Master Kuthumi, am one of your guides in this lifetime so please call upon me. I have enjoyed working with each one of you, and I look forward to our continued work together. It is always a great joy when we have an opportunity to share our wisdom with you. This is what we mean when we say that we are passing the torch to each one of you, for knowledge is our gift to you.
I, Master Kuthumi, am now giving control over to Master Jesus the Christ. He is going to give each the Seal of Abraham and close the doorway down so that you are totally grounded and protected. We will assist you with what you felt during the silence and help you to work with the refined light you have just received. Ask for us to remain with you throughout the day. |
Some Thoughts on Co-Creating |
By Rev. Vera Lauren
Book shelves are filled with literature on creating financial prosperity and the promise of revealing absolute secrets insuring your desired outcome. Most of us have heard or read these familiar phrases: Ask, believe, then receive; God has a plan; it all happens in His/Her timing; and so on. What no one mentions is what happens when you religiously follow all of the instructions with seemingly no results.
I chose this topic because after nearly two and a half very stress-filled years, I have finally sold my home in Hawaii. This is a bittersweet ending, and although I am grateful, it came at a very high cost. To better understand my perspective I will share that I have been on a life-long spiritual journey. This includes writing and lecturing on metaphysics all of my adult life. And yes, I have read books and attended lectures on abundance and creating. Until this recent ordeal, friends and associates considered me quite adept at co-creating and patiently applying the Universal laws including karma—cause and effect, surrender, and acceptance. By nature, I am a happy soul and an optimist. No one was more surprised than I that the home did not immediately sell, even in consideration of the poor market conditions. I say that because I dealt beyond this realm, putting my faith in God and not the market. Yes, you must be practical, however, the market could be terrific and if all things for you are not in alignment, you might not sell. I prayed and meditated, visualized the home already sold and the new owners enjoying it, recited daily affirmations, wrote myself a mock check, devotionally said countless thank you prayers, wrote in my gratitude journal often, looked for the humor in the experience, applied Feng Shui, and took many other positive actions.
During those years, selling the home was not the only thing I was personally dealing with. In addition, layers and layers of “stuff” were happening. So much so that there were days I felt I should protect myself against the seemingly constant assaults from the universe. I did put things in perspective, counting my blessings and keeping my focus on what I did have and not just the preferred outcome.
Under stressful times, it is very interesting truly living in the moment, trying to focus on work, and to do simple things like walking the dogs, exercise, eating right, and other disciplines. I am a nester and found it difficult to dive into my self-imposed responsibilities when all I wanted to do was to close my eyes and wake up when it was all over. There are the obvious problems with that like needing an income to pay the utility bills. And then there is the uncertainty of life; what if I am to die while “waiting”? Number one on my list is ascension. So this motivates me not to waste time and to constantly ask: What is the lesson I am supposed to be learning. If I could “get it,” then perhaps, I could put an end to this prolonged struggle.
I wish I could tell you there was a defining moment and a profound lesson. That was not the case. I was always aware that situations and experiences are opportunities to show Spirit how conscious we have become.
Spirit is always rooting for us to be happy. When you are on a deeply committed spiritual path, Spirit wants this for you even more then you do. It is also true that the higher you climb the steeper the mountain, hence the more difficult the lessons can be. Always address them with grace because the fall will be farther down. When you make it to the other side it is what Jesus was referring to when he said, “Seek ye first the kingdom of God….” What is meant by that is first seek God out of love and greater love will be returned to you. The power you receive from this gift when you align with Spirit can be used to acquire all you deem necessary and right and you will bring into balance the spiritual, mental, and material.
The most important lessons learned were all on a spiritual level. Here is my top-ten list:
1. Meditate and pray. Prayer is talking to God. Meditating is listening. If you do all the talking you will not hear what God is saying and She/He speaks in a whisper.
2. I am a co-creator but—thank God—I am not in charge. We are Her/His children and as such we do not always know what is best. Rest assured that this will not stop me from starting future arguments with our Divine Mama and Papa.
3. Intuition is wisdom and always right. Intellectually, I understand that emotions block intuition and you will not clearly understand the response from Spirit. It will not correctly resonate with you. Always putting this into practice can be a challenge when stressed.
4. My faith was rewarded. Faith is intuitive conviction—an unshakable inner knowing. One’s belief is not always relevant: Not believing in gravity will not change that earthly reality.
5. That our Creator looks at the big picture knowing every detail of our past lives and the necessary karmic balance.
6. That a lot of what we focus on is happening only in our minds.
7. Free choice and free will are gifts just as uncertainty is in the duality of this universe, but we MUST watch our every thought, word, and action.
8. Keep in mind that whatever the outcome, no experience ever leaves you where it found you.
9. Sometimes, before a defining spiritual initiation, you might encounter a dry spell that could take years to see through, similar to the dark night of the soul.
10. You can go straight to higher consciousness without suffering.
I still believe in affirmations and all that I did had a positive affect. We will never know what would have resulted had I not done anything. I especially believe my faith pulled me through, and for this, I was rewarded by my Higher Self.
The love of God was my motivation, even when I did not fully understand what was happening. The power of his returned Infinite love sustained me. This brought me tremendous peace as did the love and support of some very dear people. Meditation and prayer are my “oars” navigating me on the waters of this journey. They helped direct me to that stillness; expanding my consciousness to awakening and to hear God’s whisper within, demonstrating Her/His unconditional love and compassion. Whatever hurdles we are facing, we can all eventually prosper by resurrecting our own consciousness. |
Highlights from A Course in Miracles
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by Michele Petty
I have been asked to bring some teachings from A Course in Miracles to our Christ Matrix® group. Lord Sananda has offered to overlight these classes. I see these Highlights Classes as applied practical spirituality. My goal with the classes will be to help people ground their spirituality and apply Miracles’ principles into their everyday lives so that they can truly walk their talk.
Sometimes, I have had difficulty translating some of the ascension work that we do into living, working, and paying bills in 3rd dimensional time and space. Sometimes it seems as though the greater the influx of light, the more our shadow side sneaks up and bites us. I am still faced with temptations of anger, sadness, fear, and disconnection from my Holy Christ Self. I find that when I get out of balance, if I return to the teachings from A Course in Miracles then I can always find peace, almost instant solace and reconnection. I am happy to share with you some of my favorite lessons from A Course in Miracles. Join me April 23 at 8:00 p.m. for our first class and every other Wednesday in May. I look forward to connecting with you on the conference call. As always, the conference call number is 1-218-486-1300 and the bridge number is 779857. |
The Golden Ray and the Infinity Breath |

Meditation and Illustrations by Suzie Addicks, © 2008
The meditation and visualization of the Golden Ray of Christ Consciousness was given by Lord Sananda through Cathy Acker (March 2008) and is interpreted and adapted here by Suzie.
In a meditative state, visualize a golden light coming down from above you from your “I AM” Presence, your God Source. This light source is about two feet above your head and it’s about a three-foot sphere of opaque white light. The light is solid cannot be penetrated or destroyed; it is you and your protection, your guidance, your God Presence. Call upon it often and build this light of wisdom and guidance to completely surround you at all times.
See this light as golden-yellow with white, sparkling diamond lights coming down and flowing through you into your heart center, and down through the entire body to under your feet. Visualize your crown surrounded with this light and your body being filled with liquid golden light all the way down to under your feet, at least six to seven inches under your feet. It would be like your head and feet are inside a large ball of golden light that sparkles with diamond white lights coming from with the golden light, like sparklers on the 4th of July.
Visualize your heart center filling up with this light coming down from above and coming up from below. Visualize the figure eight—the infinity breath—pattern of light moving from above down into your heart center as the apex of the figure eight pattern moving down to below your feet and then back up again. Keep this flow as an easy and rhythmic movement of energy within your body. Breathe deeply and comfortably.
For the infinity breath pattern, keep the same length of time with the breath coming in and out while moving the light up and down in the same rhythm. In practicing this or as you begin to learn this method of breathing, you can count in your head from one to eight (or ten) as you visualize your breath moving above; then count one to eight (or ten) as you bring the breath down. You can have any count that is comfortable just keep the count the same coming in and moving the breath out. This takes practice.
As you visualize the movement of energy, feel within your heart center unconditional love for self and move this feeling out to fill the entire body and within this golden energy as it moves through your body in and around the body.
If you can grow the golden light from above the head to be of equal size of light under your feet, you can become an Avatar of light. You do have to become unconditional love in all that you are.
Keep this up as long as you can carry the thought and energy flow in your visualization of Christ Consciousness and unconditional love for self, God and all of creation.
When you are comfortable with this flow, expand your vision above to flow up and see this light connected to a light grid far above the earth. Next see that the light below your feet goes down further, through the center of Earth and out the other side to connect to a light grid on the other side of the planet. Breathe this golden energy and keep this infinity breath pattern flowing within you and the grid of Christ Consciousness through and around the planet.
You need to be connected and firmly grounded with the center of the planet. To create unconditional love, you need to go beyond the emotions of anger, blame, and all the actions of the ego mind of fear and control. Unconditional love is peace and understanding with the acknowledgment of the divinity in all that God has created. A Christed being understands that the soul is perfect and sees through the dark emotions of negative thought patters and into the soul. (The illustrations below can help you visualize this meditation.)
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Q&A with St. Germain |

by Shirley Mayes
Q: St. Germain, do you have a message for us?
A: Greetings dear ones, I AM St Germain. Much reading and studying has been going on in my classes on the “I AM” Instruction, but the question to you is:
Have you been faithfully making heartfelt calls to your very own
“I AM” Presence?
You see, dear ones, this must be done on a daily basis and with feeling to get the attention of the “I AM” Presence. You must discipline yourselves if you want to see any progress. There is only One Intelligence, One Presence, and One Power that can act in you. Only God in Action can free you from your chains of misqualified energy. Call on your Presence to help you. Make the commitment to call to your “I AM” Presence every day, beloved children, and you will see miracles in your life. You have my blessing this day, now go in peace. |

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